Gråversdag....... i sjel og sinn.
Dagen måtte kome......
Solstråla mi har reist tilbake til USA, og tilbake sitter eg her..
TOM innvendig....
Lengtar etter lette trinn som høyrast i loftrappa og ein kjær stemme som seier: " Godmorgon mamma" etterfulgt av den gode varme morgon-klemmen.
Fem herlege veker saman var balsam for eit lengtande mammahjarte.
Fleire har sagt at det blir lettare å sende ho avgarde etterkvart.......
Kva veit dei om det....... dei har ikkje prøvd.....
Å sende det kjæraste du har så langt vekk at du veit at en helgatur ikkje er mogleg,
sjølv når lengselen blir så stor og smertefull at du føler deg heilt tom og hjelpelaus.
Og forresten, kva meinar dei med lettare eigentleg?????
Kjenslene er akkurat dei same,
avskjedane er framleis like tunge,
tårene renner framleis i strie straumar,
avstanden er ikkje mindre,
lengselen er like stor
og EG er framleis mammaen til Silje.
Så kva er eigentleg annaleis?
INGENTING!
Derfor, ber over med meg dersom eg lengtar, gråter, er stille, lite sosial, trist eller lei.....
Eg berre lengtar så uendeleg mykje etter jenta mi
OG.......EG ER BERRE EIN MAMMA!
AN ANGEL LEFT HER WINGS
by Tina M. Marascia
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.
She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.
She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.
She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.
Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.
Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.
She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.
She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.
When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.
She wants to do all that she can; she want to do her part.
She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget my pain.
She shows me where the sun is when we I'm hiding from the rain.
I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Grace.
I knew just how completely when I saw my angel's face.
And in that very moment when she came into my world,
I knew that she was so much more than just a baby girl.
She is my own sunshine, with a sweetness that won't end.
And now she has grown up and is my closest friend.
She is the reason I will always try my very best.
For my loving daughter was my greatest test.